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Gertrude

From Ailenroc’s Book, by Cornelia Alexander

(From a novelette, “Bought with a Price,” by Mrs. Stephens.)

She stands receiving, like a beauteous queen,
Beneath the glitter of the chandelier,
With rich robes trailing from her dainty feet,
And perfume floating from her jeweled hair;
On neck and arms rare diamonds blaze,
Like glimmering fires, on fields of ice;
Yet all this splendor mocks her soul.
‘Tis bought, O Heaven, with a fearful price,
And naught but sorrow o’er thy heart shall brood
Through all thy future years, Gertrude.

Men wonder, and admire the being bright,
And women envy her the witching grace
Of every movement, and the beauty rare
Which glows in every lineament of her fair face,
And in their praise are eloquent and loud
Of her palatial home, for all that art
Or wealth can bring are there; all senses gratified,
But not the craving of her woman’s heart.
Amid the joyous throng she stands in solitude;
Wrecked are thy hopes, Gertrude.

She hears the murmur of the river low;
She hears the whisper of the larch trees yet,
And feels sweep o’er her heart, like ocean’s flow,
The love she slighted, but cannot forget.
Her glittering, gilded chains now clank with rust;
They eat, like canker, in her soul and brain.
Their glamor gone, she fain would yield her heart
To the sweet witchery of Love again;
But all too late, this sad, repentant mood;
Thy chains are riveted, Gertrude.

Night Thoughts

From Ailenroc’s Book, by Cornelia Alexander

Night! Dark, rainy, disagreeable! A fit time for sad and brooding thoughts; a time to close the eyes to present surroundings and drift back on the “tide of years.” A picture rises to my mind’s eye—one that often comes, for it is indelibly printed upon my memory.

Night in the country. The cattle are housed, the sheep folded, and a family gathered around the hearthstone.

The fire, laid upon tall brass andirons, is blazing brightly; the brass top of the fender gleams in its ruddy glow, and candles in old-fashioned brass candlesticks add their soft light.

On the mantle stands the tall old clock, and poised on its top is a brazen eagle which seems forever spreading its wings for flight. The staring face of that old clock comes before my vision as a well-remembered friend, and I hear again the “tick-tock, tick-tock,” which counted out the moments of my careless, happy life.

The pictures on that clock were marvels, for it was so tall that it was divided into stories, and the two lower ones were embellished with pictures. A group of very white houses with very red roofs and very green blinds represented to my youthful imagination the city of Savannah, Ga. It does not occur to just now how I ever got that idea into my head, but there it was. I suppose it was because I was born in Savannah. Read More

My Childhood's Home

From Ailenroc’s Book, by Cornelia Alexander

When memory, by her magic wand,
Brings back the scenes of bygone years,
How sad the pleasure, sweet the pain,
To gaze on them with smiles and tears!
Round one sweet spot I linger long,
None other can its station fill,
‘Mid all the shifting scenes of life,
My childhood’s home—I love it still.

There brightly shone the summer sun,
And gently sighed the summer breeze;
While birds sung gayly all day long
In the o’erhanging trees.
A thousand flowers perfumed the wind
That swept around that hallowed hill.
Yes, ‘mid the shifting scenes of life,
Sweet childhood’s home—I love it still.

But love’s soft whisper on my ear
Soon fell, and O, so strangely sweet
The whisper grew, until it won
My heart, and led my willing feet
Another home and other loves
My life and heart and hands now fill;
Yet backward, backward flies the mind.
Dear childhood’s home—I love it still.

Poor John Smith

From Ailenroc’s Book, by Cornelia Alexander

He was only a poor, lone old man, small, wrinkled, and bent; yet, directly after he moved into Hillsboro and set up his modest little sign, “Shoe and Boot-making and Mending,” the boys chose to invest him with a kind of mystery.  It is very likely that none of them had heard of “the little man in black,” the descendant of the renowned “Limpkin Fidilius;” certain it is they laid nothing weird or ghostly to his credit; and, instead of avoiding his little shop, they had a way of flocking into it at odd times and on rainy days to hear his odd tales of foreign lands, and thus it came about that those youngsters dreamed dreams and wove romances concerning the little bent shoemaker.

The boys were about all the company he had.  The preacher, looking out over his audience on Sundays, noted the shrunken figure of the shoemaker always in its place; but it never occurred to him to hunt up the little man in his home and converse with him.  The doctor, a good brother in the church, sometimes heard, in passing, a startling cough ring out from the shoeshop, and knew that at the cost of a few cents he could stop that cough and the pain it caused; but he was a practicing physician, whose business was to go when called for, and help when paid.  The deacons wondered what church the little old man belonged to; but when they heard the wild tales the boys told, they voted him an old cheat and passed by on the other side.  Sometimes the good sisters, on baking days, gatherings, etc., thought of the lonely old man, and thought of sending him a toothsome lunch; but they reasoned that it might cause him to be troublesome, so they let him alone.  Thus it happened that the boys were his only companions.

What strange tales he could tell!  Of frozen lands, of ice and snow, of storms and tempests; and, again, of tropical climes, where flowers bloomed, sluggish waters ran, and venomous serpents and bloodthirsty beasts hid in the jungles. Read More

Discontent

From Ailenroc’s Book, by Cornelia Alexander

A poor stonecutter, at his work one day,
Was grieved to see a rich man pass that way—
A rich man, in his costly garments dressed,
His proud heart beating ‘neath a silken vest.
“O, would that I were rich!” the poor man said,
“That I might take my ease on silken bed,
Or walk abroad in garments soft and fine,
And menial labor nevermore be mine.”
An angel heard him, and, in pity true,
Said: “Thus it shall be granted unto you.”

Joy thrilled his heart. A rich man now was he;
His gloating eyes his grand possessions see.
In ‘broidered, silken robes his limbs he dressed;
On soft and perfumed couch he took his rest;
But—lo!—on looking forth one balmy day,
He saw the mighty emperor pass that way,
The haughty ruler of a goodly land,
Whose word was law, whose nod a high command;
Slaves ran to wait on him at beck and call,
And held aloft the golden parasol.
“Ah!” said the man, and spurned his silken bed,
“I would that I were emperor, that o’er my head
That great and golden parasol be spread.”
While yet he breathed his bold, aspiring prayer,
“Thy wish is granted,” echoed in the air.
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